It’s been a while, and I’m at the 10 month mark. Still 100% the BEST decision I ever could have made for my life.
I have been getting SO many messages! Asking about my fitness routine post op, and how the recovery was. I will always say this! Still the MOST painful experience of my life, but still the MOST rewarding decision of my life.
I’m all for fake boobs, fake hair, fake tans, fake eyelashes if that floats your boat, but what I’m NOT okay with is FAKE SMILES. Faking happy. If you know deep within your soul you cannot accept your body even how many stories of convincing you tell yourself, and how many positive affirmations you tell yourself, you still find yourself looking in the mirror at hating your reflection, then I just want to be that voice, telling you, you DO NOT need permission or APPROVAL to do something you feel will be right for your soul. You do not need to feel shameful, or worry about being judged. This is your life. Your body and you do what you feel is best for you!
If you can accept it. Great, but if you can’t. Do everything in your power to change it! Heck.. Some people spend way more on a car.. A hunk of mental that will be scrap in 10 years to drive to a job. You’re in your body 24 hours a day! Best you LOVE IT right?!
I’m still working out. Still eating healthy as this is my life! Just no amount of the above would helped, but getting rid of 1 pound of loose skin felt like a MILLION pounds lost! Still SO grateful for Dr. Ahmad, and Dr. Lista at the Plastic Surgery Clinic!
Nothing will EVER be good enough for you. Words that’s someone said to me... Words that stung... 😢but it was the truth. Words I keep close to my heart, any time I catch myself. When will it be ENOUGH? When will you STOP striving? Inner Peace, Wholeness, and Acceptance is a tough goal to achieve.
One of the biggest transformations this past year in 2018 that I learned the most about... BODY IMAGE 💗... Please keep reading as our greatest task in life is getting OVER ourselves so we can become our TRUE highest self. The soul. The higher self that is NOT attached to a body, a number, a status. Releasing our EGO so we can LIVE HAPPY and WHOLE 💗
I’m going to be VERY real here. I lost a pound of skin in 2018. Felt like a million pounds of BAGGAGE. This loose skin made me feel like I had to keep doing MORE. Had to keep striving. Had MORE work to do. I hated it.
My stomach was fixed, but then I became instantly fixated on the OTHER parts of my body that I hated. I gained 6 pounds. Cellulite in my ass. Stretch marks on my arms... fluff around the love handles. I picked. I pulled. I used words NOT of love, but of weakness.
That needed to shift. That needed to change and I went through a shift of becoming my highest self not attached to EGO. A number, or fluff around the middle. It’s why I felt called to create a SELF LOVE course about to launch 🚀🚀 as it’s an INSIDE job comprised of letting go over emotional blockages, forgiving, gratitude and forgiveness... and LOVE 💗
I’m not saying you shouldn’t work on yourself. Surgery is not vain, if it’s for the right reasons and if something truly bothers you, then YES... call up my angels @theplasticsurgeryclinic clinic and change it.
But don’t get so caught up in the exteriors that you forget what’s on the INSIDE. Don’t get so caught up striving for perfection because it’s impossible.
Love the skin you’re in. Breathe LOVE into your body and soul daily and speak kindness to yourself each and every day... even if that means you’ve got cellulite, stretch marks, loose skin and wrinkles.
My goal for 2019 is THIS... and will always be this. Love 💗It’s the answer to everything.
Stay tuned for the launch of my very first ever online course. I want to help you get your spark back.
I’m so excited to share 👇👇👇 Link is down below to some incredible SELF LOVE secrets xo